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Hi my name is Louise (Lou) and I am a craftaholic. I am in my mid twenties and live in wonderful Scotland. My addictions are jewelry making and cross stitching, I do knit and love to try other things, but these are the two that have stuck. I have been stitching ever since i can remember, but only started stitching properly when i was pregnant with my first daughter. I manage to get my fix in between looking after my two angels and hubby.

Sunday, 12 July 2009

I've been feeling really down the past couple of days, it's like I have taken a huge step backwards. I have lost all motivation to do anything other than sit on my backside. I cant even make it to the doctors because I dont want to take the kids and have them hear me talk about what my true feelings are so I am running low on meds too which is really not good. I have no idea what I am going to when they run out, I already suffer from anxiety attacks from the thought of being without them.

Sorry for the moan, I just needed a place to vent a little.

Hugs xx

9 comments:

corra said...

hang in there, my dear.

Anna Kay Creations said...

Please hang in there!

Carolyn NC said...

Hang in there, but try to make yourself go to the doctor, regardless.

Carol said...

Lou get yourself a babysitter and go get your meds taken care of. You are not doing yourself or your babies any favors by neglecting yourself.

Hugs.
Carol

5footrunt said...

Lou, I know it's hard but you have got to get up. This down time is just temporary and won't last forever. But it will get worse if you don't go.

mrs beadsley said...

Lou - I hear your pain - and I really understand. It's a bit overwhelming sometimes - and sometimes the timing of things seems to be working against you - but as a few other posters have said - hang in there.....even one more smile today than yesterday is progress! Hear's to things getting better for you........

Sadie said...

Sorry you are feeling down Lou. Please try to get to the doctors.
Sending hugs, email me if you want to talk.
(((hugs)))

Chars said...

OH Lou.. I know how you feel - you really need to get yourself to the doctors... maybe ask the receptionist to mind them for you ? If you can't get someone to babysit.

BIG HUGS and try to focus on something positive and if you ever need someone to chat to please feel free aussiefriend4life@gmail.com

Kathy said...

I am sorry to hear that you're not doing well. I hope you are doing better now. If not know that there are many people here praying for you to find the strength and get well.

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